Hey I'll be emotionally 18 forever I guess

"These days the people I love are spread so far apart (all out of reach)."

It's kind of funny in that rock bottom way, how life isn't too bad all in all, but still the thoughts that lurk are all my recent shortcomings and failures. Sure, I'm at a point in life where I absolutely need to save literally ever dollar I make and use a credit card/bridge ( Read more... )

Always loved and lost, that's me. I think there's a common undercurrent of escapism in the way I get close to people, maybe that's my problem, I don't know. It would be nice if for once something could actually work out for me there but it always seems to circle back around to how solitude is my default setting. It is where I am most lucid and the ( Read more... )